NuNu
An Adventurous Aries who loves to write and be in bed of wistful thoughts
My family, cousins and yakkers are the most important poeple in my life besides God.
I indulge in Coheed and Cambria, Chocolate, simple faire picnics,gatherings,conversations and reading.
I believe knowledge is the powerful sharing tool and children are the best young mini adults to share them with as you might never know you may inspire them to be somebody one day.
I dream to travel around the globe, surf the waves wherever whenever and finding that special place where one day I will call home.
My writings are solely based evolving my life unless stated.
nurulsanchez@hotmail.com

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Down with a mild fever over the weekends and was not up for work on a Monday.
And no, I did not go for surfing this weekend- I wish. I think with the amount of work and it is still never ending, as a result, I suffered multiple intellect burn out.

Manage to drag my dear body to the airport to send my paternal Uncle who is performing his Haj with his wife this coming Friday It was nice to see my all boy cousins. It was an emotional sight. Hugs exchanged and prayers of safety were all I can give. They will be gone for a month and hopefully I will be able to catch up with my paternal cousins in Dec.

The clock is ticking and the only thing I know I am going to tear so much and miss the most are my lovely colleagues and team whom I have worked so well with. Working with such a wonderful team will only happen once in a life time, although, I hope it will happen again.

Life is full of miracle, wonder, pain and joy.

I can't help but thinking about the past. I am glad this song made me through the dumb ordeal. I will never regret the confession. The best times I had with you. But the f^&%ed up lies and stories you made me believe and feel for you. It was lust. I know that there is no such thing as half love. This song made me even happier that the past year, those times you had to spend time with me, I am not sorry that I use your time but love, maybe, maybe not. You taught me how to love and to be in the lust with you was really dumb and naive. In other words, I am glad everything was over 5 months ago.
PS:/ Why the hell do I still care right, but hey, this song really suits me and what I had the past year. Phew! Roller coaster ride dude!

I know you know my boyfriend is out of town
so have a drink, let's talk it over
So many things I shouldn't be sayin now
You know I like my boys a little bit older
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight. tonight, tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

All my girls are no where to be found
they all split when I'm in trouble
but I'll tell you all my secrets if you stick around
the 'undercover-lovers' under the covers
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight. tonight, tonight
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

I just wanna use your love l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
I just wanna use your love l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e
I just wanna use your love l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e, l-o-v-e

try to keep my head from spinning
too much to drink - not making sense
been a while since I've been with someone new
but I can't stop the way I'm feeling

As you leave please would you just close the door
now that our love affair is over
you're exactly what I was looking for
well go find a shoulder to cry upon

I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight - tonight!
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight - tonight!
I don't wanna lose your love tonight
I just wanna use your love
tonight, tonight, tonight, tonight - tonight!
I don't wanna lose your love tonight

(You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all to me
You don't mean nothing at all

I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
I think I'm done fuck'n singing this song
Singing this song, song, song song

:Katy Perry

Labels: katy perry, lyrics, moving on, over, past, unrequited love

Comfortable as I am
I need your reassurance
And comfortable as you are
You count the days

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care
still care

You say you see the light now
At the end of this narrow hall
I wish it didn't matter
I wish I didn't give you all

But if I wanted silence
I would whisper
And if I wanted loneliness
I'd choose to go
And if i liked rejection
I'd audition
And if I didn't love you
You would know

And why can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care

Poor little misunderstood baby
No one likes a sad face
But I can't remember life without him
I think I did have good days
I think I did have good days


And why(why) can't you just hold me
And how come it is so hard
And do you like to see me broken
And why do I still care

:suited me perfectly 4 months ago. I am happy its all over.

Labels: lyrics

Last weekend, I finally got my virgin nurellabetty into the small waves and the sea. Bless my nurellabetty. Bless me too that I felt totally different when I was on her. I am still trying to find my balance and soft spot on her. Considering the fact that I did not have proper water time the last four months, I am a wreck.

Bless that weekend too, En was willing to come with me and see for herself what her bestfriend had been doing all along. Whatever I told her about when I had my own surf school package last year did not occur to her, sadly. All she wanted was hotel, seafood and well eye catching guys surfing. Unfortunately, the only thing that happened was eating Ramly burger and getting sun burnt as a souvenir. Waves were flat on Saturday and Sunday and she did not get to see any big waves-yet. Nevertheless, I had a pretty awesome time with her. This time, I had photos and will share with all of you soon. None on me surfing, cos I am thoroughly no good at that yet. And well, most of the time, En was in the water with me.

I tried the Stand-Up Paddle and it was challenging and freaking heavy. The board is freaking long and heavy. The paddle reminds me of my dragonboating time. It looks easy but when you're on the water trying to steer that board, it gets freaking scary and hard. My knees knock on the board when the waves pushed the board as I lost my balance. Bruises are pretty normal.
Met some new common faces which I've seen on facebook but never spoke. Most of them were Singaporean surfers and majority are malays and guess when you are working towards the same goal- finding that wave, you encourage each other when you are in the sea and just chat on pretty much anything.

The misconception of a surfer is a bum but I truly feel not all are. I guess they are all an easy going bunch from what I have experienced. Their goals may be different from you, but well that's their goal, at the end of the day, to surf the perfect wave, while some of us, getting that extra cash, love from that girl/guy, food at the end of the day. One thing, I think I've changed is to stop planning for my future. I am taking things as they go. I try not to worry as much but do panic now and then. For now, weekends, I'll be in D-land. Let me know if you girls will like to try to surf. Surf lessons are available and no, they will not scare you with the big waves.

Damn, I have to finish up my remaining portfolios. Last lap of parent teacher meeting this Friday.

Labels: Lessons in Life, surfing

Just finish my 7 portfolios- except for photos. Prolly finish it by tomorrow.

On the net and can't help but to read my old posts.

It had been a year. A few days after what I thought "this was it, finally" but there will never be roses and sunshine at the very end. I was emotional. An emotional wreck. Giving in and thinking that it was it. A few months later, tears was all I could give to myself. And again, I had to pick up the broken pieces. = Somehow, I manage to go through it all. I will forget although there will always be that scar which you have painted. Some people can be very heartless.

I am glad I have people who love me for who I am and my kids. Self-comforting, yes. Or else, I am not able to move on.

When you read your previous posts, can't you just believe that you actually wrote that and the stuff you felt at that time. I was an emotional wreck. haha!

Hopefully, I am able to sort myself out. Europe is my calling next year! *yanie, hints!

It's the month of the year again-Portfolios and Parent-teacher meetings.
I have been procrastinating. I am supposed to use weekends to finish up my 7 portfolios for my afternoon class and all I did was one piece of developmental milestone for one child. It is rather sad that I am least motivated. All I want to or feel like doing on Parent teacher meeting day is to tell the parents that their kids have done me and you proud. They love school, enjoying every single thing that is being taught, having fun, understanding and controlling their emotions and most important of all, showing empathy to their peers and teachers.

School is not just about the academics, especially early childhood years. They should have fun in exploring, discovering, investigating and laughing. Yes, I add humour in my lessons to my kids and somtimes they give me a -_- face and sometimes they'll laugh along with me.

Anyway, back to my work. I have so many things to do yet I can blog-which I have done in a few weeks, facebook, upload photos, chatting with Nashir and Wawa on my Messenger, replying emails on surfing and others but not work! I have to strangle myself and burn the midnight oil starting from tomorrow.

I have made plans to Desaru this weekend and persuaded ze bestfriend to accompany me. I am looking forward to the weekends. Yes, my nurellabetty will have her first water remedy this weekend. I am super excited. I am not too sure about my physical state, all I want on that day, is to feel my board, get the hang of it and try to catch as many waves as possible.

Oh and the week after, it will be the second parent teacher meeting. Fancy going surfing in the midst of all the work. :( I damn need to finish my work.

And yes, ze Dad approved of me going to Desaru, not too sure about the sport but well at least I know he is somewhat happy and that I am in talking terms with him-God, please forgive me.

So many things to do, think and make decisions. Will be back on updates.

And even if the sunshine doesn't stay with me

I am sure they will, always in my heart.

Labels: friendship, yakkers, yakyakclub